SO...I haven't written a blog entry, or even a journal entry in what seems like forever! To be totally honest, I don't even quite know where to begin or how to reach a conclusion. I'll just say that my life seems to be shaping up pretty nicely the last few months. I finally really got going on my diet and exercise, my job is going well, I've started reaching out in an attempt to make a few new friends, and I've even been working on updating my wardrobe....which is ALWAYS fun :)
My dating/love life seems to be the only area that's been really crazy & out there. There's been lots of highs and lows over this past year....& there definitely has been MANY days where I just wonder why I'm even still dating at all. I broke up with my ex boyfriend "D" last year after a crazy roller-coaster of a relationship...and it ended horribly; CRASH & BURN..in a very literal sense. After that, I dated "LP". For the second time since I Was 21...it was lots of fun, we had a TON in common & this intense physical chemistry. But the timing was apparently off and while he was getting his requested "space" from me...I just so happened to get back in touch with a guy I had dated briefly in high school; "T". T was...amazing. Tall, handsome, rugged, drove a Harley, owned his own house, works with his hands, to-die-for baby blues, and he had his shit together...for the most part. Unfortunately, he was in the middle of a not-so-together situation. He had a baby with his ex-girlfriend, and she couldn't afford to get herself a place to live. So, for the time being, she was hopping from house to house, going wherever she could stay. And she just so happened to land herself back at T's house. For a WHILE. And he claimed that they never went near each other, and that they couldn't stand being around each other..she'll be out soon...blah...BLAH...BLAAHH. So, with this going on, I continued seeing him for a few months...until he started lying. Saying she wasn't going with him places, when she was...and just other ridiculous things. So I excused myself from that situation..not so gracefully (I don't excel when it comes to grace). Then I dated Adam. Long story short, he dumped me in a TEXT MESSAGE about 2 weeks after new years. And now, I've been single since then.
BUT, I have a few perspective men on my horizon. One intrigues me, the other..I've known longer and he knows how to push my buttons lol
I just found myself sitting here after getting off the phone w/bachelor # 1...he's ADORABLE btw...tall and nicely built, italian, dimples, and blushes BEET RED when I talk to him. I love it hahah...but I found myself sitting here fantasizing about different "scenarios" with him. Cuz I'm a dreamer..and I dream about everything in my life.
There's just something about a nice, tall man.........
